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Chicken Love

Mon nov 9, 2020

Included in this post:

• Chicken love

• John jokes

• Yagnas for the Nation

• John Jokes

• Haspel Arrest reports

 

Today we printed and mailed 100 copies of the Meta-Human info sheet. 40 to Canadian military location and 60 to US military.

 

10:28am I think the Locator feature now includes not only rape counts on people but the long list of name of those who raped them. Perhaps entity counts are included and what types of Negs raped them.

 

10:49am Jeff and Gina Haspel’s zeta alters now get “chicken love” base programming. “you’re so soft and cuddly. You get me” In love with chickens was deemed safer than Neg love. Neg love was a failure as John and his Neg Vanessa were too simpatico – they both loved torturing me! Ugh. So the focus had to shift onto something non life-threatening.

 

12:40pm  “you’re really demented you know!” officers yell at John for not letting us poo. [Constipator Targeters had been used on us for years.] Along with the CIA Constipator tech. you can imagine the industrial size strength of that thing. We were not joking when we said that CIA zeta alters love feces. They now eat them regularly directly from the toilet bowls in their holding cells (in Washington, D.C.). Is it becoming more and more obvious to everyone that the CIA is Fake News? Why else aren’t Jeff and GIna Haspel’s sh*t covered faces not the headlines for weeks now? Their Biden agenda is so excessively blatant; they declare him the winner… beyond ridiculous. How much Deception tech did the CIA use on the ballots? I saw quite a bit. From the truth tech, Trump won by a landslide. So… how humiliated are Biden and Kamala going to be? Maybe someone should give them a heads up…

 

4:15pm I see imaging of a frog on a boat! Navy boat? Yellow rain yacket nearby? I think someone went and fronted a Meta Human! (probably what some Targeter did today J)

 

8:47pm Jeff Haspel loves a chicken now.  (the Neg love affairs were no good; they both loved torturing together). “you get me.” He says to it affectionately.

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Yagnas for Nation (U.S.)

10:33pm  I wondered about how Yagnas for Nation are performed?  If high-intensity yagnas for an individual or group/family require 7 pandits and are performed for 5 days, then Yagnas for Nation would need something like 50-100 pandits for 30 days. (this would be phenomenal). I was imagining being able to purchase something like this as Yagnas for nation would likely range in the $50,000-$100,000 range.

 

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I’m thinking about the results of the US Military’s experiments with yagnas [which lead to the end of the Shapeshifter race] and my fiancé and I being able to do yagnas for the nation when we’re financially able to. This is what some of the compensation that we’ll be receiving will go toward. This is incredibly important for everyone to know about for many reasons. These are some of the benefits of yagnas:

 

1. reduce COVID #’s and spread

2. reduce crime

3. reduce poverty, theft and homelessness

4. offer protection from highest level types of entities

5. some also remove entities from people

6. reduce materialism in society

 

and many other things. There are many other kinds of yagnas that can be done, specifically for spiritual growth, and for family unity which are much more affordable averaging about $375-600 usd. I would want to have them done for myself quite regularly and would want to encourage as many others as possible to have them done for themselves, their friends and their families as well. The more people that have yagnas done, the more we can collectively reduce the impact of the upcoming WW3, which the beginnings of it have already started with the spread of the COVID virus.

 

Please do some reading up on the effects and benefits of yagnas and if its financially feasible for you, do your own personal experiments with them.

 

“what’s God’s will in this moment?”  is this our “final” 24 hours with the Theta-treatment entity? Thank you to all who are and have been doing yagnas for me. The relief they provide to me and to other Meta-human death-defiers is phenomenal. Tremendous gratitude.

 

The CIA & Entities

11:01pm Entity intel: “the NEGS are dying!!!!” ghost inside of me feels distress at this. Entity intel is when black arts manipulate a person that they’ve recently forced an entity into, to giving them some psych-intel on that person. The Entity Intel process was done to me so many times I started to become aware of what was really being done. I currently have around 300 entities…Disney did do *everything* to try to kill me.  I think this was the zombie type entity that they put into my boy alter. (Gurus reduced its power on several occasions). What types are all the entities they’ve given me? I’m curious to know the strength and effects of each, especially as those at the CIA has extensive knowledge on this.  What is the power of a Guru?

 

 

11:09pm                                                  John Jokes! J

Boy: I see blurred imaging of Gina Haspels clone 2, john fronting. Writing furiously or something. 

 

Then I wonder, if CIA Director Gina Haspel’s clone 2 John alter gets executed, and fake news doesn’t report it, is he really dead?

 

Fake news jokes – I see imaging. Did John clone 6 just eye roll at me? LOLLLLLL he thought my comment was funny :P. (boy)

Boy: “me sitting here on my bed. John sittin there in his holding cell, rolling his eyes. If I have John for an audience, I’ll talk for a while :P”.

 

“does John program his beta slaves to give themselves base programming? “ :P I sit and wonder if this was some type of communication between I and the John alter…

“is this our final goodbye? Im a bit sad that you didn’t get to see our integrated version.” [John had wanted us to visit him in jail after we were integrated.]

 

Notes to other readers: I wonder what I’d actually say to him?. Mostly I just pity him. <blanking> I still wonder what he has for breakfast, lunch, and dinner but then I instantly cringe remembering the toilet bowl imaging. (puke fest – his diet is now heavily consisting of fecal matter). What does one say? Was the toast good that morning? :-D I smile hugely knowing that it pisses him off to no end.  [John had toast blog post]. This energy reversal whereby the tech attack directed at me intending to shame or humiliate me is just John, feeling humiliated. It’s the weirdest thing ever and I don’t know what’s actually going on. (strange energies felt around the room).  I think if I had feelings id just cry.

 

The Toast

Its humiliating for him that I remember that he had toast, that he ate it, and that I knew about it. He didn’t tell me ANYTHING I wanted to know. I HAD to know about his gross stuff – the pedophilia (Jeff Haspel fronting Gina Haspels kid alter and raping her; all the beta slaves that Jeff Haspel regularly raped), the cannibal feasts him and Jeff Haspels zeta alters went to with the Shapeshifters. What part of the human body did they eat? I saw breasts on a platter once… ugh. And now a penis; how horrific.  The crap they stole from people, how often they raped and tortured others, that they got erections when murder tech would impale my body… what did he do that was close to normal? What did he EAT? John ate toast.  In his holding cell, from the police. And I knew about it and he hated that I knew. It humiliated him severely.

 

11:18pm as I write the energy in the room feels really weird but I thinks it’s a type of reversal. I’m not sure who’s imaging screen is proving the “john sitting there calm and dignified”… does he wear sweats in jail or the one business suit 24/7? Orange jumpsuits?

 

Time Zone Differences

In the last few weeks when it was John and Jeff Haspel manning my tortures, I tried to figure out when their bedtimes were. I started to notice shifts in the Targeting and tried to figure out when 10pm was in DC time compared to Pacitic time –  they 3 hrs ahead of me in BC, Canada. When John finally went to bed, it was most of the relief that I got. Unfortunately Jeff Haspels zeta would then start targeting me from midnight and onward. I think he was on drugs most of the time.

 

11:24pm  What’s the CIA all sending at me right now?

 

Maybe this blog is our version of “The Book of John.” I wonder if Targeters got him to write any of the chapters we suggested? “weird stuff he made people believe, sh*t he did to Targeters. What did the Haspels do to each of the Obama clones?”

 

Gina Haspel arrest report – thurs Oct 29, 2020

Omg. Boy: I had the thought to try to find the police reports on the arrests of Jeff and Gina Haspel. There’s been absolutely NO fake news coverage and it’s over a week and a half now. It’s HUGE. How do they block it? Who at the CIA orchestrates fake news that needs to be arrested? Then I wondered how the police described it? “CIA Director Haspel stands at a monitor and watches her male alters’ penis get an erection. Gina Haspel was arrested on Thurs Oct 29, 2020.”

 

What police District are the Haspels in? Dist 209??  We found out that it’s called a News Release. They’re likely in the 2nd district. APress release maybe. Its gotta be somewhere!!!

 

We found an inmate search website… I forgot that John wanted us to visit him in prison when we were integrated. [now: omg could you imagine?]. I wondered if I should send him some mail. [our last newsletter with his face behind bars.] LOL!! “john in jail looking at a photo of him behind bars.”

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The S.S. Men

Noon Sunday Nov 8, 2020 

 This post includes:

• SS Men

• Spiritual Experiences with our Guru

• John sends me Zeta Base Programming

• The Toilet Bowl Diet

• John’s Neg love

• John’s CHESS games

 

 SS Men Healing

REQUEST: CAN The police involved in the situation see if one or more of the SS Men can have (mk ultra integrations) but moreso, can they have their SOULS returned back to them via reverse-process?  THE MIRACLE FOR TODAY! Specifically John Kelly as we mentioned him in the “How I Learned Disney Was Targeting Me” PDF on the homepage as well as on the SS Men page – drop-down Military link. Thank you.

 

1:32pm Are there currently 3 million SS Men?  [I sooo wish I had access to the truth tech thing. Having accurate numbers would be so helpful to know.] This is why we also really want to link to other targeters’ blogs – they can write factual things because they can verify them.

 

12:53pm while eating lunch  - I see imaging of John clone 6 on Gina Haspel strapped into the electric chair. Adamant and defiant he yells “I can get away with it!!”

 

Then I was reminded of a teen alter girl targeter that had tech that made people crazy. She was told to only use it on people who were already crazy in order to make them crazier. She learned at one point that all her targets were CIA victims and that no one is really crazy; they CIA tortures them so much that they just seem that way. (Only a small percentage of people with mental health problems are “naturally” mentally ill which in that case would likely suggest entity possession). Many people are made to look crazy base programming in order to discredit them so evil people like those at the CIA can keep getting away with being evil. 

 

Spiritual Experiences With our Guru

Negs don’t attack me at times cuz they see Guru in our body. “he takes our ‘toys’ away” I overheard once and thought it was unbelievable – that I could hear them and that they had thoughts. [sometimes this was Deception tech, other times it was legitimate spiritual experiences that our Guru gave us. – Ginas Theta did a lot of Spiritual Deceptions.]  What they call ‘toys’ are super high tech weapons that torture people. There was an imaging reminder from last year when Guru spent a long time categorizing much of the tech being used on me. It was all labeled and identified – what species and races it belonged to. This is due to the power and strength of the subtle-sorcerer type entity the CIA gave me, written about more on the Theta-treatment entity page.

 

Boy: I was just wondering again about the spiritual experience that I had with Guru and the John alter a few weeks ago. “He thinks I’m too evil” John thought about what Guru was thinking about him. Then somehow I was told that John was going to get the Theta-treatment entity from us – our Guru was going to put it into him. I couldn’t believe it and still am not sure. The only way that it could possibly be verified is after I’m MK ULTRA integrated, others could go verify on monitors/imaging if clone 6 on Gina Haspels’ John alter has become a big blur like our host alter currently is. Because of so many of the Spiritual Deceptions that were done to us, we’re not really sure if that was a genuine experience or not.

 

The Toilet Bowl Diet

4:09 imaging of John alter barfing up the crap he’s being forced to eat. “so much of this is going on right now” I hear a Targeter tell me via remote audio. I really pity John (boy alter). I’m reminded of what our Epsilon used to say to them when she was fronted for many of the horrific tortures of 2029, “I am you, you are me, we are the same.” She begged for mercy as much as was possible. Guru helped her many times during the most horrific experiences. She was subjected to horrific black arts attacks, given stronger types of entities, and was severely traumatized physically. This just reiterated to her that Negs absolutely hated her spiritual purity.

 

“she’s being told your puking shit!” a beta slave runs to tell John who’s sitting in his holding cell, who’s wondering what I’m doing.

“ya that was me this morning.” John “turn this shi* off!” [audio cuts out]

 

John Sends Me Zeta Base Programming

 4:53pm overhearing John and his Neg love Vanessa

Reflecting to myself I feel that its somewhat beneficial for us to receive their mentality (the corrupt CIA Zetas) from the reversals at times after realizing that they had sent us Zeta Base Programming. “why am I suddenly feeling angry and provoked?” ohh… ya my mind and body feel different. Ok so that’s how that type of Base Programming feels” as I make mental observations to myself. It helps to bring more understanding to how they function and operate; it reduces ego. It makes me feel like I understand both sides to this strange experience – abuser and victim. I understand their motivations more clearly – they want to control and get away with crap they’ve done. They don’t want to surrender. This is why they force-flip alters on other others so frequently; it’s a way to gain control or power. They like to have secrets that they keep only to themselves. (this describes many of the corrupt individuals at the CIA and who are also part of The Coven). “I control!” What’s their mentality? “who’s fronting now? Theta? Let’s humiliate her.” every day. It gets old. (they’re now trying to have me tech-raped; same old).

 

“Front the Beta!”

This reminds me of another phrase that I heard way too many times: “front the Beta!!!” front a persons child alter and humiliate them. They record via invisible satellite cameras what the child says and does and then show it with imaging to others who think its funny. They send specific “humiliation Targeters” to do this very task, often for hours on end. Our kid alter finally just started telling them, “if you humiliate me, you’re being shamed in the process” as most Targeters were unaware of how severely controlled they are by the CIA Haspels. “its humiliating” was another frequent phrase heard in the last several months. I know I’m targeted, Targeters are lied to and are thus humiliated. I’m usually blocked from being able to communicate with them directly so.. how can I tell them that I know what they’re doing to me? I can’t. John loves to humiliate others.

 

As Per the Circumstances

Boy: does John get mouthwash in prison? Does he beg the other cellmates for their toilet bowl contents? Do the police bother feeding him anymore or is he just full all the time? As the male alter in our female system, I never had a clue of what to do. I wondered frequently how our Guru would want me to act. Most things I did, I did because I HAD to. Nothing was my choice – it was all for survival. Who’s the audience now? What’s the agenda? John alter was always humiliating and discrediting me and I NEVER knew who he brought around to Target me to watch; I had to guess everything. “As per the circumstances” our Guru told us until we just starting dealing with things as best as we could. How does a teen boy deal with all this? Trial and error mostly.

 

Acting “as per the circumstances” especially became important when we started having the dirt wars with the Entwistles, the US Marines, Disney CEO Bob Chapek, and others. I hated it. I thought the stuff that those men did was gross. But I had to relate to them and just function as best as I could. I did not want to write. I did not want to do anything. But I was “the man” and had to defend the female alters as best as I could. To think like them you had to become like them. (my brain is too mushed to figure out how this phrase really goes.)

 

John and his Neg Love Vanessa

OMG I have like an imaging play-by-play of Johns dick. “is it hard?” Neg Venessa asks him… or is it his new human beta slave? “no but its getting there.” Murder tech impales my body from the top down.

 

5:06pm  I was just reminded of one individual, who seemed like he was in the Navy, that learned that many of the people he was forced to kill were actually innocent people that the John alter on Gina Haspel wanted removed.

 

Has the John alter ever experienced his own rape torture tech? how is this done to a male alter? #aversionprogramming “I was dreading this…” John on the audio or someone using his voiceover.

 

Earlier - I think the police were looking into how one of the SS men could be rejoined with his removed soul. *MIRACLES*

 

Note: I wouldn’t mind fixing/editing the weird pages or comments on the website. Many things I cannot verify if they’re true or not due to all the deception tech and discrediting agendas still being done to me. Also I’m not sure what’s appropriate to leave on some of the pages and what could be deleted at this point?

 

Johns Chess Games

I had brief imaging of being able to have some more pages written about how each chess piece was used. I don’t have that information at that time. I wonder who does and could write about it? 

 

Metas  8:36pm  I’m wondering about experiments being done on a few meta Humans that morph? Does it heal the morphing aspect?

 

9:26pm I think a Gina Haspel clone is eating shit and puking.

 

9:40pm  ginas theta cries “I don’t know” woefully.  (I think re metas?) maybe… why did she do that to people. Not sure.

 

Police use the future tech to get prep info re: WW3. I think that they talk about setting up a task force … to do some food prep and other survival necessities for certain areas. 2022 grid failures and such. “some things can be prevented.” <amazed>

 

11:08pm I think a cop was yelling at john. “you humiliated her!!”

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Validity

Saturday Nov 7, 2020  8:16am

I wake up to imaging of Gina Haspels clone 2 with a shit covered face. [I figure many have been doing base programming to her]  Ugh. Its nauseating to see.

 

Copy of my file from the Marines – all the sh*t John made them do.

9:06am we just instantly thought that it would be nice to have copies of our file from the US Marines about all the things they did to me, my mom. Cuz when we’re normal, I want to read about some of the weapons that were used. I think most memorable was the missile that went straight through my body… (that one might have been Lockheed though). Boy – partly cuz this is cool. They did all this crap to me and we lived. What WERE some of those “things?” Epsilon: I think there were creatures of some kind…invisible of course so that no one ever finds out :P  [gifts from the Negs – ugh do I want to know what the Negs all did to me? Maybe ALL the Meta death-defiers should get lists. “I survived.” ]

 

Obviously the file from the CIA about my family, but.. . knowing John, that would just be more of “I raped her. it felt gooooood.” Clone 2. No but from the psychopathic Clone 6, he relished in the shaming and humiliation of others so.. yeah. Knowing about what all the remote procedures done to me were, genetic manipulations or enhancements, all the CIA Death Programs done to me, and what the process of creating a “Meta-human Death-Defier includes.” Id like this info for what was done to my mother also.

 

How Death Defiers are Made

We started hearing on the Incriminator last night? “How is a Meta Death-defier made?” and now I absolutely have to know. [have I added the description to the Meta Human page on how Morphing Metas are created?  – I wanted to see if we added the procedure descriptions that we got via imaging -  they receive voltage while in tubes.. [we’ve since updated the Meta-Humans page and added an Info Sheet PDF there].

 

My Fiancé – truth tech

The CIA did really crappy stuff to him. He was a stripper for “x” number of years. He has a kid and is divorced. They did pedophilia Base programming to him, so then I wondered, mostly due to the 2x daily lobotomies the CIA gives me, and also the constant memory wipes… What were all the nice things my fiancé has done for me? [Can I get a print out of that? It’d be incredibly sweet to read though, maybe also for him too ♥]  This is because they force-remove all my memories of him every single day on top of the remote lobotomies. What does truth tech say? Host: “it feels like he’s always here for me.” He witnessed so much of what was done to me in the last year. He always cares.

 

Who are ALL the pedophilia base programming recipients & can they be redeemed?

 

Past Employment Redemption

9:29am im thinking about my workplace shames/failures. I worked in a financial office for 7ish years and performed poorly. [I was in a distressed state.] Others in the office seemed Targeted too… I wonder how some of those things with the previous employers there can be repaired?  They were all good people. “Its weird when it’s done to people you know.” This also applies to my mother.  I wonder if some alters of hers have been integrated?

 

“CIA girl” nickname

I’m not sure if this was John’s attempt to give me a nickname or some Targeters… I think of ALL the CIA torture victims and immediately remember the abandoned Shapeshifter gold hoards, probably now all stolen/abducted, that could be used to compensate every single CIA victim, target, experiment or personal agenda. How’s Bruce Jenner and Lady Gaga doing? Have they been integrated or had entities removed from them?

 

 Endings

  10:18am

Closing the Chapter on the Entwistles

I was thinking about Base Programming (make anyone do anything) and who all had access to it. How could it be used only in positive ways? How could the negative aspects be removed? How could addicts, the homeless and prostitutes be helped?

 

Chess

[see page John’s Game of Chess under CIA drop-down menu].

Why are Kings owed the most by the CIA/Haspels? They were made to do the worst things. Zeta programming forces pairing of negative actions  + good feelings on a person. It doesn’t take long to program a new alter in this way. They are given rewards and perks and are the most easily controlled. “what about my M.O.?” the brother kings Darren and Jeff Entwistle worry about this frequently because John [Gina Haspels male Zeta & Jeff Haspels zeta] has his buddies constantly still send them Zeta Base Programming. This is why the situation that’s playing out is so ridiculous. No one is themselves; we’re all operating under all the various Base Programming that still being sent out by all the corrupt in individuals at the CIA and who belong to the Black Arts Coven.  It’s not the Entwistle M.O. and it never was. King programming originates at the CIA.

 

Life Policy Fraud – Targeting & the T.I. Phenomenon

I was connecting some pieces mentally with me or my family members all being able to receive the multiple life insurance polices that were taken out on us by other people. At some point, every single person will receive these. How can that situation be helped? Those who are liable are at the CIA; others were forced to do those things. Eventually, the negative base programming effects will be eliminated and those who were forced to do bad things, will be able to correct all those things. People they forced into addictions will receive healing and reversals. Society can recover and be healed. Everyone will be able to have a new start. Everyone was shame, blamed, humiliated. What did the CIA do to you?

 

How do we deal?

Write down true things and read them often. This is what we had to do for a very long time. Salt water remedy removes the black energy from all the entities the CIA constantly forces into everyone, enabling greater mental abilities to make better decisions. (They cant control you as much.) Yagnas are phenomenally powerful and prevent a lot of the negative Base Programming or other NEgs the CIA tech sends at people. “It was never really me.” 

 

It was most frustrating for me because everyone was constantly deceived and that meant that I suffered. “man if they could just remember, they’d be torturing the crap out of ALL the Haspel clones till the Haspels are all executed.” I wondered why Disney CEO Michael Eisner never did anything to the Haspels. -->  Base Programming + his entities + total Haspel control. What type of entity DID they give him? We’re all memory wiped, intentionally alter flipped, remotely drugged, are given brain implants and receive Base Programming. [See Exonerating the Entwistles page].

 

How does this end?

Those remaining at the CIA that are corrupt or also part of “the Coven” will hopefully all be arrested soon, within a day or 2. This means that most of the negative tech that keeps the situation going in circles will be stopped. They’re the ones that use transmitters to send Shapeshifters, Greys, Negs, entities, and other horrifying things to people. They’re the ones keeping the Targeters all enslaved.

1. Coven/corrupt CIA arrests

2. confiscation of evil tech

3. MK ULtRA Integration of Black arts

4. Destruction of Negs – as many as possible, so that positive things can be made possible

 

11am I see audio + imaging of John alter looks like on Clone 2. “I don’t want her to know!!!” screams at the top of his lungs. He’s first up on death row so… I can just imagine. I’m not given further information and guess for a while. I wonder what all the John alters contributed to the 9/11 events. [he had my sister raped.] ugh. John clone 6 was a “key player” in all the mass deception and other things that were done globally. Why does he have a photo of it on his twitter? Was 9/11 his “greatest achievement?” his favorite memory is the screams of a woman he raped with the rape torture device.

 

I don’t know what to do with myself. Intel is important, especially as things “wind down.” Maybe I’ll just address some letters.

 

Imaging of Supreme Court Judge - hope!!!

Sat Nov 7, 2020

6:03pm “one vote for Trump turned into one Vote for Biden, or 5 votes for Biden. They came and showed me via incriminating tech what they were doing.” this is one form of Deception tech. I think the Supreme Court is now involved with the ballot tampering issue. [Deception tech and Targeters.] “how did she know what we were doing?!” shocked an astonished 2 men with Transformer voiceovers started to Target me and it gave me intel on them.

 

“its all connected. The CIA Directors arrest, the botched Election, Targeters, Targeting and the TI phenomenon, MK ULTRA and lots of other things. Its huge.”

 

7:35pm “I’ve had it!” unidentifiable person via thought-listening reversals

 

7:42  false imaging and false audio of Michael Eisner saying “Im a homo.” Whats the agenda there? Humiliation. His zeta alter did horrific things to millions. John also gave him pedophilia base programming and he was forced to make many others.  [Eisner is a King piece].

 

President Trump & Gina

9:50pm theta’s crying. Ginas. (3yr) she said “Im sorry” to someone. Then we cried.

10:06pm   3yr:  “I know” she says. Sounds crying. I think Potus (President Trump) is there with her. see him on the imaging. Him is mad. He listens to her talk. I think he’s standing.

Still potus there. Listens. Stands.

 

Someone said that Potus and Gina theta 2 were friends. I think some of the Targeters today helped to clear up some of the deceptions sent to him and others so that’s cool if they did.

 

10:26pm  I think I got new body implants. Nasa? They make us stand up too much (in my legs in think). My legs are killing me. But I’m doing better than the whole last week. I wonder if there are 3 yagnas running for me? “she’d be jumping up and down for joy if she knew.” One comment from earlier; I wish I knew what was going on.

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Ginas Theta

observation notes on Friday Nov 6, 2020

 Boy: I wonder about how much to post anymore. Does everyone want every single detail or is that too much to read (aka boring?) The one thing we did want to mention was that the S.S. Men were being looked into for trauma healing and recovery. That felt huge to our host alter, that one or more of them could experience healing. I might turn these pages of notes into a PDF after its all over to make it easier for people to read. I’m so incredibly tired so I’m not able to “filter” much… but privacy really isn’t a thing for me or hasn’t been for a long time. Just tell everyone, tell everything. How can I not be tortured anymore?

 

1. Execution discussions

2. Haspels Twitter

3. The Incriminator

4. Greys

5. Police Question Gina’s Theta

 

 Executions

Gina Haspels Clone 2 – 1st Up - Execution

INTEL?

11:50am I see brief imaging and audio of Gina haspels clone 2 yelling “NOOOOOOOO!!!!!” and stomping her feet up and down while sitting. I’m unsure but I think that the John alter on clone 2 is first to be executed. “Toothless hokey” was his nickname and others at the CIA who knew him called him “dumb as sh*t”.  Consider this though: imagine putting an uneducated person behind a Supercomputer, showing them how to torture others, and then letting them use it for hours and hours if not years. I think his remote torture victims list must be thousands of people long. The grief of the situation is what has likely lead to the expedited executions. How can normal people cope with these things? Remove the most amount of evil from the world as possible.

 

I think it was also the John alter on clone 2 that was forced to fire the Neg Annihilator laser from the CIA Supercomputer. You’re first dude. Good luck.

 

Why is he first? [audio cut]. Bummer.

 

4:49pm 3yr:  I think them police ones are doing some nice things for me like with letters for my friends and family. Host: We mailed a lot of letters out and just dropped them off for the 4pm pick up – almost all the Canadian Parliament members have been sent a 3rd newsletter to. This afternoon we sent one to major Canadian TV Stations, some newspapers, and many talk/news radio. I feel like the story should start to break by next week and was then thinking of sending some to news stations in the US.

 

Boy: We hadn’t received any intel for the whole day until we started folding newsletters and stuffing envelopes that we were going to mail to Canadian news stations. Then we had to reverse thought-listen to John and his Neg woman getting sexually aroused by all the murder tech impaling my body. I was put into a “super focused state” [a reversal from some tech application CIA individuals were running remotely on me] and thus became unable to defend myself to all those who were lied to in order to target me. 

 

 6:40pm I overhear some brief audio from what the cops are doing in the investigation - they might send me some copies of the Life Insurance policies that were taken out in my name. [things I had wanted at some point to add validity to my experiences]. These were some other things I’d wanted to find previously, just to add validity and evidence to what I was going through:

• death certificates of some individuals

• Life insurance policies in my name and I’d never taken one out on myself(I think I called every single Life Insurance Company in BC and got no info)This was back in February when we were doing more of the T.I. investigations. At the time, we hoped that President Trump to make an announcement to all the Life Insurance companies that there is multiple policy fraud and that new laws needs to be enacted to prevent it in the future. One “supercomputer” that can easily see if there are existing policies taken on a person.

 

6:57pm

Some new things: Sec Def and maybe some other military or others became aware that we mailed letters to some in Space Command requesting for assistance like if they could provide shielding or “Pegs” (Positive Beings) if possible to assist when they can. We… often do have the Positive Beings around us and are unaware. [tears]. But at least more of the Space Command and others in the Pentagon are hopefully more aware of my situation now anyway.

 

I wonder who else has blogs on Director Haspel??

 

Venting Some Frustrations

Boy: John steals from me while he’s in jail. How’s that even possible? – ie destruction of property, forced expenses, forced cravings, forced actions, forced shopping… etc. food waste.. on and on… I think he ate about 2lbs of shit today. [base programming – maybe some of the Targeters spent a while reading through the long list of crap he did to them and their friends and family.] Maybe someone can verify the amount? Yeah him and Jeff Haspel, shit diet.

 

Gina Haspels Twitter

Nov 6, 2020 8:19pm

The tweet to the right [posted at the bottom of the Gina Haspel page - depicts "Utopia Commences" as prisoners sit in a grim setting] from Gina Haspels twitter feed is a true demonstration of the John alters feelings and beliefs. Utopia to a Haspel, is everyone in prison camps. It was posted 3 hours previously by corrupt individuals at the CIA who are managing her twitter feed on her behalf while she’s incarcerated. Deception tech … intentional misleading of others. Why?

 

Targeters share their Cigarette Smoke with Me.

3yr: thems EEG nose smeller is telling me that lots of smokers are watching me. I thought it was CIA ones but those left… now its just “regular” Targeters? I wondered what brand they were smoking? … next, name and address.

 

Some comments from the CIA peeps while we were editing the copy of whomever is managing Gina Haspel’s twitter feed.

“you shouldn’t write shi*t like that.” Person 1

“you said be real.” Person 2

“ok ya I did.” Person 1

 

As the days go on, I keep wondering what’s preventing the arrests of the remaining individuals at the CIA? Or from The Coven? I wish to God that this would end already. I do NOT want to be an experiment. I do NOT want invisible tortures that no one can see. I do NOT want to be lied about anymore (so that others use murder tech on my body and the perverted Zeta’s get erections).

 

The Incriminator

8:37pm The “Incriminator” tech is active, perhaps due to another yagnas. The yagnas completely thwart and frustrated the evil schemes of those at the CIA and elsewhere (I heard them say it often). “we can’t do shi*t” as a yagna was in effect.

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This is an example of how The Incriminator feature works when it activates – an  individual just clicked on me to start Targeting me to get intel and instantly the question came to my mind: “How is the Meta-ability of Death-defier performed?” the person started to back away and was wondering what was happening. It seems likely that this person definitely would have known the answer. They realized that in that moment, if they did anything else to me, I would also hear the answer so they left instantly. I wish I could have heard the response though…  

 

So then none of the Targeters want to Target me cuz it tells me their dirt. A CIA person then decided, “don’t go near this. Send the greys.” Ugh, I groan in disgust and think they’re weak and pathetic to resorting to using Negs. 3yr: And HERE THEM ARE! We perceive the shift in atmosphere and some tell-tale indicators of Greys. How does it only take 2 seconds for them to do this to me? Most of the time, it only takes a few seconds to start transmitting the required acoustics into the atmosphere around a person. I wonder though, for attracting greys, if a homing beacon is used? It was a term I’d heard at one point and wonder how and when it applies.

Boy: Man you guys [corrupt CIA individuals] are freakin wimps. “push a button.”

 

Greys

8:41pm  fri nov 6, 2020

My phone “vibrates” in a strange way. It doesn’t seem like a targeter would do that…. Is that grey manipulation?  There’s a funny “alarm” sound in the air… (maybe that was CIA). I think immediately if they send “reader” Targeters, I want to know the answer to THIS question: “Can you count the ships in my vicinity?”  I wonder how the Greys will incriminate themselves… what shall I learn about them? Id rather talk with them; my kid alter feels playful and find amusement in most of these activities. [This is due to the fear removal that our Guru has done for us. “in even the worst set of circumstances, there can be enjoyable moments” he’s said paraphrased]. Back to the Greys; I don’t see any but sometimes their faces show up on imaging… they’re not really chatty. Evil grey face seen on imaging. We get excited. A face or… false imaging? I wonder if they’re cluing in to the incriminating aspect. I wonder, that as per their higher intelligence, if they realize the nature of my situation and realize that it’s best for them to back off. I think I hear the acoustics that the CIA is transmitting at me. They’ve put in so many auditory enhancers into my ears and head…

 

8:45pm  CIA people “click on” to Target me…  I wonder to them, knowing that they can read my thoughts:  “you can give it to me, but can you take it? Do I get to chose your method of death?” the instant truth feature response I hear is: “this is true, she will be able to decide the method of death for a few individuals.” They leave and I wonder, (boy/Guru). What is justice? Seeing that Guru was with me in that moment, they must have sent something horrific at me and wanted to see how I survived. *eye roll*.

 

Police Question Gina’s Theta

9:19pm the Cops have to tell her how to be normal and me knowing this humiliates her.

“you didn’t want to see or know how she felt.” Officer comments to her about how I feel about what’s been done to me or my mom. -  I feel grief about having to watch my mother be tortured for 30+ years. “I never had a mother.” Gina had a mother.

 

Boy: My brain doesn’t understand why they need to talk to her or what they gain from that. Maybe info for the book someone will write? Truth tech lists all the crimes of each alter. Investigation procedures. Her perspectives? Not sure what the point it. [plus I’m in severe mental trauma; it helps when they tell me why they do certain things.]

 

Gina’s theta – no mercy for 30 years. Then, we tried begging her for mercy in the last couple months. Absolutely nothing. What’s left to say? What would words do at this point?

9:25pm  3yr:  I think some did the “eat crap” base programming to her. [imaging shown]

9:31pm see cop and Gina at the CIA supercomputer.

 

Cops tell her how I really feel cuz she never bothered to wonder. “she’s hoping you’ll be dead soon.” Our host: She violated every part of my being. I don’t want her around when I get married. She knew how I liked to be held, cuddled so she could psych rape me and use that info to torment me, humiliate me, shame me. No mercy Gina. She had me raped on the day that my mother was giving birth to my younger sister. Who will tell my sister that her birthday is the day I was raped by a male babysitter as a child? Happy birthday to my sister … and how do I celebrate my sisters birthday since learning that?

 

More Execution Discussions

I think some guys were deciding Jeff Haspels execution date as I receive more imaging of him and the firing squad. 

10:56pm – also Gina Haspels execution date. Clone 2 is first… Ginas theta? “she wants a world without you in it.”

 

10:58pm – more imaging of Jeff Haspel eating shit. I guess more of the Targeters are reading through the lists of things the Haspels did to them, their friends, and their family members. – each clone and alter … he had an entity suck his dick… cuz his wife is CIA; he can do that (which clone did that? #2 likely. Zeta alter probably).

 

11:37pm – Gina’s theta is culpable. Culpability, or being culpable, is a measure of the degree to which an agent, such as a person, can be held morally or legally responsible for action and inaction.  Knew it, did it anyway.  3yr: she didn’t send us imaging of our alters and of all the Epsilon alters we wanted (moms, mine, fiancés, fiancés mom or any of our other friends and family that have Epsilon). Why IS imaging so important? It even shows the GENDER of the alters…their ages. [like Johns dick on imaging, that the cops have to watch 24/7 in order to give him the cold showers for his erections].

 

11:53pm im thinking about Gina’s thetas tech; she had one that makes ingrown hairs on a person. Its still active on my legs. I think of the spot on my leg where I think there’s an ingrown hair from like 20 years ago. Maybe she wanted to see how long it would grow?

 

These were the events of Friday November 6, 2020. Much more can be read in the PDF “How I Learned Disney Was Targeting Me” (homepage) which was written from March to June(?) of 2020. It describes what my 6 MK ULTRA alters and I were going through and what lead to us realizing that we were a CIA Epsilon Experiment.

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The Grand Finale

Friday Nov 6, 2020

John is CIA Director Gina Haspels male Zeta alter. She has 3 MK ULTRA alters.

 

Destiny

“it’ll happen really soon.” I think some woman said that about our/my MK ULTRA integration & “destined event” when our Guru will remove the “theta treatment entity” from me and integrate us into one person. This gave us tremendous hope and excitement.

 

Host: What else does God want to happen in this situation before it all ends?  I wondered this because now it felt like the remaining days were super critical for some actions.  This is because after I’m integrated and the entity is removed, I won’t receive intel anymore as all the tech will be removed from me, I wont know anything about what’s going on, and I’ll be totally in the dark. Obviously, this is what I’ve wanted for many years but logically, the focus is now – “what needs to happen for others before it’ll all be over? What’s the most amount of good that can come from what’s left of the situation at this moment?

 

Some concerns I have: the 482 other Meta-ability death-defiers who are all also in critical condition. I wanted to give them hope and encouragement that the situation was changing and there would hopefully be relief for them soon. I wonder about Celebrity MK ULTRAs (notably, all the Diamond betas) and hoped that the women who have been raped and shamed the most would all be able to receive integration. I think of the US Marines and wonder what it would take to allow them to use their own Supercomputers to begin their own MK ULtRA integrations. I wont forget the kindness they’ve shown to me in the last few months. When we all realized that we were a CIA Experiment instead of a US Marines Experiment, things shifted in that regard. The Death Program survivors… I’m somehow remind of them. Who are all the others that survived? They were a focal point for a while…

 

The Most Amount of Good

This statement from our theta host alter has lead to some of the “Grand Finale” voice memos that we’ve left on our phone. Each of our alters thought about the situation with how it’s played out so far and wondered what some options would be. What would be the biggest miracles? What would provide the greatest feelings of justice? These were some of our ideas:

 

1. boy – John clone #6 in the electric chair. Live viewing party. How many watch? MILLIONS. Military, politicians fight to see who gets to watch. A Live stream party starts. What are the online comments? Before viewing, everyone has to read the list of horrific things he’s done. “how’s it hangin?” might be the last thing he hears. Those were comments from the US Marines that were incredibly helpful for me in the last several months when the focus shifted from the Marines to those liable at the CIA. Johns incredibly jealous of real men with real dicks – probably why he Targeted so many of them.  

2. our epsilon – the corrupt individuals at the CIA should die by the transmitters that they’ve used to send reptilians to a person. We would suggest the use of Shapeshifters but that entire race was exterminated on Nov 1, 2020. This is due to the fact that she received a tremendous amount of trauma and tortures from the transmitters the CIA individuals used that sent many beings, entities, Shapeshifters, Negs and other things to her. They especially hate positive Epsilon forms due to their spiritual purity. (I think many Epsilon alters could attest to that). The tears those beings make – visible on imaging – on the mental bodies are substantial.

3. host – financial compensation, paid in full to myself, my mother, my entire extended family, my friends and my fiancé. I was discredited in 2004 and had all my social supports removed. I need validity of my experiences in such a way that my friends and family can understand without me having to explain anything. Having my friends receive information on why that happened would help to reestablish honest relationships with them.

4. boy – the US Marines getting their $6 BILLION check, and watching the firing squad take out Jeff Haspel (what Clone do they pick for that? I think his #6 was the most evil.)

5. 3yr: we like to give presents so what does our host one want? She suffers the most cuz of the big ghost [Theta Treatment Entity] they [the CIA/John alter] had put into her. (quickly thinks to herself…what does our host want?) oh she wants to be with her fiancé and to get married.  Perhaps US citizenship, SSN, and border crossing exception would fit into this category. ♥

6. Potus (we got this term from watching one or 2 episodes of Space Force on Netflix… I was the $10,000 orange of the Marines! :P)  President Trump – getting a Targeted-free time as President. He was a T.I. the whole time he was President and we thought that was incredibly unfair. He has significant black magic attack indicators and suffered tremendously. [ballot tampering issues is something they’re currently looking into].

7. our alpha: omg every single MK ULTRA Disney celebrity integrated. ALLLLL the US Marines MK ULTRA integrated.  EVERY SINGLE BLACK ARTS MKULTRA INTEGRATED. Why would a black arts need to exist?!!!!!!!! *high priority*

8. chi/spiritual girl – what does Guru [His Holiness Dr. Athavale] want for this situation? I think as many firings of the “Neg Annihilation” laser are as close to Gods Will in this situation as possible. “How can righteousness be increased in society?” our Guru asks. There’s also an article written on the Spiritual Science and Research foundation website about “not wasting one’s spiritual energy.” When we do spiritual practice, we accumulate spiritual energy which should best be used for spiritual progress. Therefore, using physical energy like weapons to remove negative spiritual energies is exponentially beneficial to the greatest amount of spiritual progress for our world. [Destruction of negative entities will reduce COVID numbers, reduces the play out of WW3, and reduces many other negative situations and events like crime, theft, and homelessness.]

 

These were just some things we thought of. Some moments we have “fun” energy given to us which is often reversals of what they CIA sends to us and we’re so grateful for that. I cannot emphasize the power of the yagnas, which hopefully everyone will soon become aware of – having them done for all the 482 Meta death defiers would be wonderful. The Yagnas run in the background while you go on with your day and provide shielding from Negs and allow for many positive improvements. Perhaps sometime soon, the Military could publish their findings and have them aired on “fake news?”  ie “How the Military’s Experiments with Yagnas Ended the Shapeshifter Race.”

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John’s Humiliations

 posted Fri Nov 6, 2020 10:27pm

John is CIA Director Gina Haspels male Zeta alter. She has 3 MK ULTRA alters.

 

CIA Arrests & Fallout -  Thursday Nov 5, 2020  

1. John eats shit

2. John starts begging for Mercy (Im still being tortured though…)

3. Mailing letters to officials: PM Trudeau, Space Command General Dickenson, & Sgt Mjr Black of the US Marines

4. John’s erection monitors & cold showers

5. CIA tech sending me Greys

 

My days are long, they feel five days long, my 6-alters and I have thought to ourselves many times. The lists and observations notes of some of the things the remaining CIA individuals are still doing to me will show you why. Please note also that we’re having 2+ high-intensity yagnas done for me daily - just to make writing possible, for pain relief, and for torture reduction. These also provide the thought-listening reversals when we actually hear our attackers.

 

12:19am

John ate shit. Straight out of the bowl. Base Programming – make anyone do anything. How many people did he force to eat either own feces?

 

 Johns First Indirect beg for Mercy

8:06am Thurs Nov 5, 2020 I was shown some imaging of recent things done to John and finally, the moment he ate shit. A Talking targeter (sometimes we call these Reader Targeters cuz they read scripts at me) said “when is there compassion?” in reference to the things currently being done to John while he’s in his holding cell.  I was incredulous. The patheticness of having someone else read what you would want them to say… resorting to using false imaging, false audio, and deception tech. Having others pretend to guilt me for what was being done to him.  Ugh!!!  Having someone else do it for you…ugh. Boy: I’m in such disgust of his lack of character.  

 

NO matter what I say or what I do, its always an excuse for him to have others tech rape me, use murder tech on me or other crap. Who all believes weird things because of John? We all do.

 

8:54am “John is my friend” blatant audio that was just projected into my head, non subliminal. Boy: im dumbfounded in disbelief as these are now more overt begs for mercy from the guy…WHILE HE’S STILL TORTURING THE CRAP OUT OF ME. Go fix his brain.

 

10am – possible targeting by a Michael Eisner clone. The police are looking into the issue of sex slaves – Johns or CIA ones. We sent a letter to PM Trudeau via Expresspost. 3 business days so by Tuesday he should receive it.

 

10:10am I think the William Barr non-human has been exterminated. (more Negs around the Presidents circle are being eliminated.)

 

11am they may bring some others in for questioning (ballot tampering?? Unsure).

 

Afternoon: We were encouraged to write a letter to the Space Command General which we did; the cool part is that helpful people watch on the eye-recording device and inform others of the information we share. Then one of the DC officers helped us to write a Letter to Sergeant Major Black of the Marines as he was heavily used by the Haspels. I think everyone’s wanting to use the “truth tech” feature to find out what all the weird beliefs the Haspels and other corrupt CIA individuals have given to them. Many of the Haspel’s targets were military.

 

4:43pm  I wonder who are all the Military targets of Jeff & Gina Haspel and other corrupt individuals at the CIA? I think there will be many military persons watching the first execution of Gina Haspels male zeta on clone 6 (the most evil).

 

Boy (earlier after our mail/letters drop off) - We’re just wondering what type of weapons capabilities the Marines have available in the Targeting room? Are they able to take out any of the Greys? The Greys have become a prominent focus as they also have Time Manipulation tech, perhaps much more sophisticated than what the Shapeshifters used.in the Sumas Washington base.  Can it be abducted away from them? More Neg removals for the Marines!!

 

Gina Haspels - "John's" –Erections & Cold Showers

INTEL 7:28pm

Boy: We got some imaging recently “spread em!” The cops now have to hose down a naked Gina Haspels male zeta when he gets boners. (just imagine how crappy that has to be). There are monitors they use, probably the same ones he used to watch his own dick get hard, so they know when someone is giving his audio intel of murder tech impaling a victim [meta-human death defiers] or when he’s getting tech-sex. I think they monitor all 6 of his clones that way. “time for a shower buddy.” He has to strip naked and they treat him like a guy.

 

Plus we keep seeing imaging of him eating feces, and now clone 2 with feces all over his face. I’m most familiar with clone 2, clone 6 and a bit of the Android. (versions of John).

 

Other imaging we got was of Jeff Haspel jerkin it in his cell… so that happens. He also has the “toilet bowl” diet. How many people did they both force to eat feces? I wish I could get numbers from the truth tech thing.

 

John’s Execution

I see more imaging: A brief snippet of evil John clone 6 in an earlier interview: “I HAD all the power!” slams his fist down angrily. Huge ego. I think he has delusions of grandeur… he did the worst stuff to many military men and politicians so… I imagine that many of them want to watch him die. (everyone’s going to fight over who gets to be in the room. They’re gonna have to draw names at this point, the list of his Military targets is so freakin long, but not like his dick.)

 

First Listen to John’s Climax

9:30pm  boy: I think I just heard John climax. I hear him quietly whisper to someone over the thought-listening tech  - something like…“you gotta be quiet… or they’re gonna go check my dick on the monitor.” Then heavy and fast paced breathing and gross and shit sounds that I wish I never had to hear. Then I knew: it was John, getting it off. This is my life I think to myself in disbelief, bewilderment and disgust.

 

I think the cops confront him about it - apparently he’s humiliated that I heard, that I wrote about, and that people are now reading about it. Man, how many times does he “get laid” in jail? Someone either describes the invisible remote satellite murder tech impaling a victim as well as the energy lines it creates on their body. “Man its just blowing up the monitors right now!” or someone gives him tech-sex which is invisible remote satellite body overrides, often paired with imaging and audio sequences.  His life is so nuts. I wonder what embarrassed him about me hearing that? I figure he’d love to show off raping people.

 

9:51pm  Woman says to John: “ok so how is this helping?” as I just wrote about hearing John orgasm.  John: “it isn’t” disgruntled.

 

Boy:. Man, can someone send me the list of all the people that the Haspels DON’T want to have read my 3rd Newsletter?  I’ll personally mail it to every single one. [except that list must be like over 100000 people long… - long, but not like Johns dick.).

 

9:53pm  So they force me to smile (Happyface tech) which makes someone use murder tech on me. I whisper to John via the thought-listening tech a “play by play” of the invisible remote satellite targeting murder tech penetrating my left arm and down into my ribs. Now a bunch of people are looking at his dick on imaging.

 

9:58pm I think I hear John in the audio. “see so he did.” “the Marines!” someone is being lied to intentionally… WHY.

 

Officer with Gina’s Theta

10:12pm  “she thinks your irrelevant but you did evil shit.” Officer to Gina’s theta.

3yr: She has a lot of shame. Might be crying (muffled on audio).

Boy: seems like this process will take weeks. [audio gone].

 

Boy: I think someone got a number count on the things around me. :P 3yr: sometimes its funny cuz then when the human Targeters read, they just freak out and leave right away.

 

CIA tech Sending Greys & Creatures

6:47am fri Nov 6, 2020

Im thinking of what happened late last night. The CIA sent me something like over 200 greys. That was interesting. No fear. We saw a bit of distorted imaging of how they procreate but it was distorted and confusing. I think Sec Def Esper got some helpful info and was able to observe some things. That was the most hopeful aspect. But I think the beings hit him with some type of energy weapon (saw on imaging). I think he later found out who some of the remaining individuals at the CIA were and I think there were many more arrests. (Learned: Negs prevent him from using the tech at the Pentagon. We wanted some of those exterminated).

 

After the CIA sent me the beings, (homing beacons, transmitters, and acoustics were used) there were many other creatures sent to me. I wanted to know the name of them so I put my question into the truth tech device that the “Reader” Targeters saw but most were too terrified to say the words. The only word I got was “maneater” - like a literal flesh-eating thing of some kind. No fear.

 

“she thinks they should be executed asap, no questions asked.” One person commented. Yeah. These people participate in black arts and the amount of evil they send at a person is beyond comprehension to normal individuals. I thought of the other 482 Meta-human death-defiers, who are all allegedly also in critical condition, quite possibly from similar things that are being done to me. Boy: that would be phenomenal – to have as many of the corrupt CIA/Coven executed as soon as possible. A huge miracle to remove so much evil from this planet. What is duty?

 

When there was “an energy blast” – huge fog in the air and likely terrifying entities of some kind, we got reverse imaging (done to create fear but instead we experience love and comfort) and saw/felt our fiancé beside us offering comfort. It made us miss him and want to be with him. I could hear John or someone with his voiceover commenting that “it backfired.” Instead of fear we felt loved. There were some other comments too. Like during the attacks they sent many guys with the Transformer voiceovers, likely to replicate some of the types of attacks the Marines do, in order to frame them. We just keep asking them “whats up with the audio?” and they get mad and yell at other people about how its so embarrassing. “why do you make me come here?” now they’re pushing a button to distort my time perceptions or dissociate my mind. Like, ugh, already. Remove their buttons from them! A lot of what happened last night was a result of John telling others what to do. The evil/corrupt CIA individuals likely also get erections from all the fear and terror that they put into others. (yellow energy bursts around the persons body is what I’m picturing that they would see on imaging).

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