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What’s An Enemy Really?

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Monday July 6, 2020  7:11am

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Boy, 12: From this long ordeal… I’ve learned a lot. I’ve been on both sides of the fence. I’ve been forced to cause others pain and others have been forced to cause me pain. What the real issue? What makes a person hate another?

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There were several factors I learned that are usually involved: a) misunderstanding. Not knowing all the facts and being mislead about a person is an easy way for hatred to develop. B) jealousy. A person has something you want but cant have. This is just an indicator of pain, usually grief… if crying for what was lost is possible it’s a much better way of dealing than becoming obsessed with another. Its sad but you can move forward in your own life and retain dignity that way. C) black magic, entities, and technology. These were often used by others to intentionally create hatred in me toward others. It was hard to tell that it was happening until I learned how to identify the different pieces of technology that were being applied to my body. Other MK Ultras helped a lot with that; when they began to assist me and removed some things, I noticed that I immediately felt better and then became aware that a specific object performed a specific action. I would then try to remember as best I could to remove the object myself.

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The Great Equalizer

It took me a while to fully grasp (and maybe I haven’t even yet) that we’re all MK Ultra. Those who are handlers are also slaves. Those in positions of power seem to have almost none at all… At the beginning of all this it felt like it was unfair, that some people had way more of an advantage or upper hand than me. It was frustrating that I couldn’t find any logic in what they were doing to me. It felt unfair. Making the MK Ultra ID cards changed something. It was more real and human than all the bad stuff that was going on. It felt like… we were all kind of on the same team. No one wants to be manipulated, used, or lied to by others - not even the shapeshifting beings. No one wants to be an MK Ultra mind-controlled slave. This is why our objective is now the same as everyone else: to rid the world of the constraints that continually enforce the MK Ultra humiliation agenda -->  humans vs other stuff was the simplest way we initially tried to differentiate the issue. Now we've more determined it's really issues about kindness vs. cruelty. All sentient beings (etc) want freedom, independence, respect, and dignity. Let’s support each other in this objective.

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Forgiveness

In one context, forgiveness is irrelevant as we’re all human and we all make mistakes (my chi alters perspective). It’s also the end result of an emotional process (my theta host who had planned to become a therapist). I am you, you are me we are the same (said my epsilon frequently). “My karma” is something she said for a long time last year to those who were abusing her. Spiritual Protection Remedies can improve things but we mostly live destined lives as per our past accumulated actions.

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Self-forgiveness and purification of grief, guilt, and shame are a priority for all MK Ultra so we can move on and make preparations as best as possible. There is also more written on the topic of forgiveness recently on the SSRF website "What is True Forgiveness?"

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When I was recently driving I heard the El Divo song “Somewhere” which includes the lyrics:  “someway, somehow, we’ll find a new way of living…. We’ll find a new way of forgiving…” I thought about how this applies to the Mk Ultra situation that the world is currently experiencing. We’re so often mislead and intentionally deceived about others… what can be done to make things easier? I recently learned that one individual that Targets me is the 12 year old alter of a male in female body. I could relate; I have one also. How do you fix a problem like that? He’s… as mislead as my male alter was. It diffuses anger to see and understand the truth more clearly. It makes things more easy to understand.

How can we end this entire situation with as much dignity and grace for all the humans involved? We need to keep focused on getting Obama in jail. Please make public any and all criminal offences as this will greatly speed up the end of this prolonged scenario. He has 5 clones so be aware of that as well as one shapeshifting version; spiritual protection remedies are recommended (page under Bulletins).

 

Grief

For all MK Ultra, beyond the traumas, sufferings, and experiences lost, we’ve had time, freedom, and choices removed from us. I envy those who are able to grieve. If you can and are able to find some quiet space in your life today, just cry. Cry for everything that sucks. For all the things you didn’t get or maybe wont ever get. Cry for the extremely sad state of the world today. (For those curious, you can read about Spiritual Emotion and how its different from grief on the SSRF website. Cool tears, which I experience when writing this, are of a spiritual nature. Hot or warm tears are related to cleansing feelings of grief, shame, regret, etc…). Releasing grief makes things easier to deal with.

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Please also read: GWEN transmitter removal experiments, article under Beta Farms. It would allow for grieving on a larger scale.

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Aug 5, 2020 7:16am thanks to all the #marines that provide assistance. we're all "mind-controlled" in this together :P. #mkultra. Remember, the more you write out your #zeta crimes, the more motivation the military has to start integrating you; even reducing 5 alters to 4  is helpful. See... For US Marines page :-).

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Weds Oct 14, 2020 11:57am

 

How Does Hatred Form?

Written by: chi/spiritual girl alter

 

How does hatred form? Tech: hatred builder.

  1. Omission of facts. Focus on one aspect. <irrelevance> close to jealousy…. Whereby one person has something another wants.

  2. lies are told. Others are told things about me that aren’t true; that I’ve caused them pain or humiliated them in some way.

  3. Distortions. Something is taken out of context.

  4. I’m made to look ___ when the opposite is the case.

 

Gita chapter 6 verse 9:

“A person is considered still further advanced when he regards honest well-wishers, affectionate benefactors, the neutral, mediators, the envious, friends and enemies, the pious and the sinners all with an equal mind."

 

We thought about this verse in the Bhagavad Gita and all that our Guru has done for us to make such a detached state possible. In late 2019, we begged and pleaded (host?) to have the hatred aspect removed from us. It caused us so much distress. Imaging plus entities plus overwhelm of negative emotion enhancers are beyond what a person can overcome. Our Guru provided a tremendous amount of grace for us in this situation as things progressed. Hatred removal was one.

 

Innately we knew we were only experiencing things as per our accumulated account (merits and demerits from other lifetimes) [SSRF website article link] so there was no reason for hatred. Our Epsilon alter was most gracious in that regard: “I am you, you are me, we are the same.” What she really meant was “Im am your future self, don’t you see?” as per the law of karma, we have to experience the opposite of what we do to others. She looked kindly on all her abusers and pleaded for mercy as much as possible.

 

As the situation evolved we learned more about the alter ages [Exonerating the Entwistles, CIA Tech Capabilities] that are used to Target and could often hear their sweet voices as they’d interact with someone telling them what to do. Other times, others would explain the truth to them and they would become helpful. Our host remembers that most fondly as she loves children and young adults.

 

We didn’t know all the facts – omission. People just used technology on us and we were always in a state of distress. “what did I do?!” it was difficult to understand. Learning more about deception tech and the role of the Non-humans and shapeshifters helped things make more sense. The disproportion of suffering to what was “needed” for experimental grounds was never fully understood, unless you consider the negs.

 

What made it easier? Things our Guru did for us at various intervals. He provided grace that created greater levels of understanding. He let us understand and know things that made the circumstances better. Some reversals that happened earlier – learning about other people’s pain that made them do some of the things they did to us helped. Learning about the alter ages made a huge difference also …”ohhh that makes WAY more sense coming from a 13 year old than an adult.” Other aspects like the forced entities that everyone receives, remote drugging, brain implants and abductions that Targeter and Targeted Individuals both receive. We’re all “pawns” of the negative energies in this situation. Having a positive focus made it easier.

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Just a final note on the situation with the US Marines.

The resentment/animosity of the situation involving the U.S. Marines seemed to dissipate with the removal of Shapeshifter General Berger, who was killed in May(?) 2020 sometime [Disney black arts battle written on the “How I Learned Disney Was Targeting Me” PDF on the Homepage]. It took us a few days to notice that he just wasn’t around anymore. Our Epsilon felt this instantly as she bore the brunt of his attacks for years, most of it on an energetic level. [Epsilon alters by nature can withstand more tortures and traumas than humans.] Her negative feelings towards them just dissolved. “We think you’re cool guys! You all have 3 or 5 MK ULTRA alters… do your self-video messages J!”

 

To those who are familiar with Shapeshifters, perhaps you can understand. Their attacks of ferocity are incredibly severe and their mere presence evokes tremendous fear in humans. We don’t hold the Marines responsible for what the CIA Director and her ex Jeff Haspel made them do to us.  CIA deception tech capabilities should become public knowledge: they can manipulate people, beings, androids, Non-humans, Shapeshifters and almost anything else as per their will (agendas, projects, and human experiments.). We have a lot of respect and admiration for those in the Military and greatly look forward to receiving our American citizenship. ♥

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