To: Cynthia Ann Ford
(Bob Chapek's wife)
Friday April 17, 2020
I cannot look at your photo as it causes me too much pain. It seems you are also a Love Drug victim as I was. I feel empathy and hope that you can overcome the deceptions and illusions long enough to extricate yourself from the relationship. You are worthy of someone who will love and respect you the way you deserve to be. Below are excerpts from The Manuscript: How I Learned the Agency Targeting Me Was Disney.
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A message to his wife…from me and my five alters. I … empathize greatly to what you feel, though I would never claim to know the depth or breadth of what he’s actually done to you. All I know is what his replica has done to me… and the grief was severe. Please, write out true statements about him… his actions… toward you. What does he NOT do for you? How does he cause you pain? Why does he NOT let you see your friends? Have fun with other people? The energies he uses fog the mind and his memory/terror wipes make it nearly impossible to overcome him. I wish you freedom and may you truly find someone who will absolutely love and adore you, the way you deserve to be loved. ♥ you are… the pure in heart. [p192].
I think of his wife… and what he must have done and still does to her. [my indirect letter to her was written on page 78] Love Drug recovery is essential. The lies and deceptions must be removed from the women. They must be told the truth: “I am not a god.” “I do not love you, I just love to control you.” “I don’t want you to be with any other man.” [p140]
Due to … the circumstances I’ve been subjected to, I’ve learned a lot about the METHODS and INTENTIONS of DISNEY. Part of my story is written in the BIO section. I had a romantic attachment to one of the MK Ultras that was a LURE for THEIR LOVE DRUG PROGRAM. He was a THETA and had several “spiritual abilities.” Primarily, it was the ability to CAST ILLUSORY ENERGIES onto people, places, and things, THAT MADE ME BELIEVE THAT HE WAS A GOOD PERSON. They are likely trained to do this; DECEPTION, MANIPULATION are how they function. He once said to me, “people love the lies I TELL THEM.” I was shocked; when I realized the truth of that statement. He WANTS to deceive people.
After interacting with THE AGENCY DISNEY in that “conference call setting” [PAGE ___], I learned something terrifying: THE ENERGIES OF DANNY WERE THE EXACT SAME AS THEIRS.<<confusion, blanking >> he was them. They were him. In order to survive, you have to become like them.
When I initially met him, he told me about a relationship he had that was very spiritual. I believed him and knew the connection with her would last his entire lifetime. “her energy is just so pure.” This is who they find the most attractive: the pure in heart. When the layers of deception that had been cast over my mind slowly started to be peeled away, the GRIEF was immeasurable. So was the shock, disbelief, horror. It takes….several lifetimes to heal that kind of pain.
To all the women who have been subjected to the ILLUSIONS of the various THETAS used to manipulate and deceive them VIA THE LOV DRUG PROGRAM, their grief is SEVERE. ,,BLOCKS << mind goes blank>> . his wife, her grief will be severe. She will need the most support. It will take lifetimes… he is not a god. He is not a deity. He isn’t capable of feeling or experiencing love. It hurts but it does heal. For you, I grieve as well. [p78]
TRUE STATEMENTS:
* some photos of you contain ILLUSORY ENERGIES. This was likely done to you to enhance your physical beauty to others because Bob is very insecure.
* Bob is unfaithful and has many women he controls and manipulates.
Some Notes on Love Drug Recovery
Monday March 16, 2020 8:46am
“coocoo clock sounds” from the massive attacks last night plays again in my mind. Super “Disney” themed; USE of tech + BLACK + WHITE MAGIC. à MARKERS. “make them look crazy.” [DISNEY AGENDA]. Anyone who KNOWS anything about the EVIL THEY DO. The amount of WIZARDS and ZETA sent to me was MASSIVE. DISNEY. IKNOW it’s YOU now, sending me the BLACK MAGIC. I just don’t fully understand WHY…
MK ULTRA’ are FREE now. THEIR DIRT à Slow process to REMOVE ALL those that CONTROL. One day at a time. No one wants to be a SLVE, MK ltra, or PRISONER.
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MAKE THEM LOOK CRAZY - ANYONE WHO “KNOWS” WHAT WE REALLY DO
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“MAKE US LOOK GOOD” - CONTINUALLY PUMP ILLUSORY ENERGIES INTO SELF
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POINT IT OUT TO EVERYONE AND CAUSE AS MUCH PAIN IN THE PROCESS
Denials will be prevalent for a while. This is actually one of the first EGO DEFENCES against severe emotional/mental pain. No… it can’t be! Rationalize it with the mind… “she’s just lying… it’s not true.” But what do we avoid in the process? The truth. All the MK’s CURRENTLY BEING TORTURED BY DISNEY. All the families losing LOVED ONES due to TARGTING TECHNOLOGIES AND BILLIONS WORTH OF LIFE INSURANCE FRAUD.
Why did he LOVE DRUG HIS OWN WIFE? “because if I can’t have her, no one else can.” MENTAL ILLNESS; power, control, greed I WANT; I TAKE. A normal person would think more along the lines of “if things don’t work between THIS INDIVIDUAL and I, then there’s likely SOMEONE BETTER SUITED FOR ME.
The effect of deity program on mind and emotions of a woman: it makes her completely incapable of any kind of normal relationship with a man after it ends. Complete psychological destruction; this is what takes lifetimes to heal. The best way to recover it: undo the IMAGES and ILLUSIONS of him “being a DIETY.” Because he’s not. IT’S A LIE; HE IS 80% LIES. Hes actually quiet the opposite and all you need to do is remind yourself of TRUE STATEMENTS CONSTATNLY to survive the FEAR responses he will be giving you. [CONTINUAL OVERWHELMS OF ILLUSORY ENERGIES.]. His wife will be all that he has left at the end and she will suffer the most because of that fact. What TRUE THINGS does he do:
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PREMEDITATED MURDER/TARGETING AGENCY/LIFE INSURANCE FRAUD – SERIAL KILLER
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HOW MANY MK ULTRAS HAS HE CREATED
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HE STILL HAS NOT DECLASSIFIED MK ULTRA
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BLACK MAGIC – HOW MANY DEATHS VIA THIS METHOD? Are there records or lists? Perhaps somewhere…
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BETA FARMS, POOLS, AREANAS….how many does he OWN?
Effect of deity program on mind… pages 3, 12, 17 notes:
[PAGE 3] - How he manipulated women: used his psychic abilities to find a notorious misogynist and stole his ideas. “make her think you're a God. Then she can never be with another man again.” similar things he did. Then used the tech screens to create these false “spiritual” experiences. Replicated a deity’s images and “energy” to create that illusion. … in real life, he steals from people. Deities do not commit crimes.
[PAGE 12] - He will likely run through a “spiritual” experience with you that depicts him as a deity. This is intentionally done to make you so mentally & emotionally damaged after the relationship ends that you’ll never be able to be with another normal man. It is all a false scenario; his spiritual level in reality is pretty low (look at his character qualities, for example. Remind yourself of this fact.) He steals and lies continually; deities do not.
[PAGE 17] - heal the Deity Program damage now, in this lifetime. The best thing to do is “remake” the image that you were shown… Him being 1/5th of a fraction of God. Right? Something like that? I bet he even uses the same pictures with everyone! So add some tiers… many many tiers and layers down cuz he’s like wayyyyyyyyy way way down at the very bottom!!!! He’s is NOT God. Nor is he anywhere close!!! He lies!!!!!! Does a Deity lie? No. He steals!! Does a deity steal? No. Read true statements repeatedly. He has tried to kill me repeatedly. … so yeah.
Remember: Write down True Statements and repeat them often to combat all the mental holds.
This is a person who raped a child JUST TO SEE WHAT IT WAS LIKE. Psy Ops/Spiritual. THAT IS REALITY. He is not a GOD. He’s nowhere NEAR a God.
“I NEED TO BE WORSHIPED, REVERED.” Bob Chepak. [p79]